Poll: What is your daily routine? :)?

wake up from nightmares or a restless night, get some iced sweet tea, listen to depressing music, watch movies that remind me of the past, my teacher comes(i'm homeschooled), she leaves, i eat barely, take a shower, listen to more depressing music, stay awake as long as i possibly can because i am honestly afraid to go to sleep because the pain that i feel when i wake up is almost unbareable, then finally i fall asleep. the end.